l-i-s-t-e-n-i-n-g..

i miss my class. miss all the children. and their unique personalities.

=) my favourite 22months child.

was really hard saying goodbye.

*i can't post pictures of children from my intern site unless i got permission from their parents.

everyone was so precious to me.

each week, i have to submit 2 journal reports. 1) objective (observation and interpretation)

2) reflective (3-4pages)

through these journals, it made me bond with each and every child in the classroom.

each one has a different memory with me.

some who gave me a hard time helping them take their nap,

some who refuse to go for a diaper change,

some who hits other children,
some who bang their plates and throw rice all over the floor,

some who loved me singing 'itsy bitsy spider',

some who chased me all over for my camera (haha),

some who just wanted to be in my arms (* (= that's him!)

some who loved putting on my yellow crocs, (that's him, too!)

some who grabbed onto my legs and rested their head,

some who sit and listen to story telling,

some who tis and tat, this and that..! (:

anyways. i will apply myself for work-study at this childcare site in the winter. hope i get it (:

cus. im so close to most of the kids i just cant to be there to see them move on to the next milestone! it's really amazing. especially some children that i spent so much time with, soothing and comforting them, feeding milk bottles, nap time, diaper rash moments, ear infection moments,.. yea.

hrm.

you know. i got a job at this highschool as a tutor. LOL. seriously. no kidding.

i don't know why i did it, but now that i am going to be one (in the fall), it's scary.

cus.. it's just so scaryyy! my fears of being bullied (cus im so short, you know). my fears of being labelled a 'dorky asian girl'. lol. dangs.

ANWS. have to place my authority during tutoring sessions.

the director was telling me how these teens may/may not cross the line, and just want me to make sure that i draw the line between teachers and friends, yet, still, be their counsellor.

hrm.

*muse muse*

that's really scary. i mean, the thought of me, and them. sigh.

well, i get paid quite a sum for this though, (:

for sometime i've been thinking, and planning to open a business somehow.

like a small tiny one is fine. just.. anything.

i just.. really wanna be a young entrepreneur.

(;

and i need a serious partner.

am i too ambitious right here?

hrm.

just shared on Lord's table today.

just how busy and chaotic my summer has been, and i didn't have the chance to sit on the Lord's feet and listen to his word, and be filled with his life and his desire.

and then..

and then..

just enjoyed how we need to STOPPPPP everything. (that's right)

meaning: not complaining to the lord.

BUT, give thanksgiving to Him.

and, read His word, and listen.

(:

elaborate tmr!

(have to show you my new room! love it.)

yes, that's right. i've moved.